What I am discovering about myself isn’t easy, but it is good.

Love Note 1.22 – What I am discovering about myself isn’t easy, but it is good

When hidden past influences come to light, it is not easy, but it is good to have them visible.

Visible makes it possible to deal with them.

The right tools can be found and used more and more skillfully.

Learning to regain my balance after being thrown so far off for so long is a relief.

I do have a right to be who I am, especially now that it is possible to discover who that is.

There are whole sets of decisions I have never made for myself, having had them taken away from me completely.

I am now able to look at things, sometimes for a very long time, in order to figure out how I want to proceed.

All the groundwork that would have been laid while I was very, very young has to be connected.

Each little thread has to be examined and its connection found.

I am still discovering it is safe for me, but I have to be very sure.

All the expression which was so brutally repressed is now growing tiny tendrils, testing the air, testing the environment.

And, for the most part, it is good.

There are still habitual bullies, but they are not pointed at me and I do not have to stay in their presence.

I truly have a whole new world to discover, and I am so grateful to find my place in it.

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